Ezra had just told the king that God's hand was for good on those who seek Him. So why did he hesitate to ask for protection?
Ezra found himself in a difficult spot. He and his people were preparing for a long and potentially dangerous journey back to Jerusalem. The wise thing to do, humanly speaking, would be to ask King Artaxerxes for a military escort – soldiers and horsemen to guard them against enemies on the road.
However, Ezra had already made a powerful statement to the king about their reliance on God. He declared that 'The hand of our God is for good on all who seek him, and the power of his wrath is against all who forsake him.'
To then turn around and ask for human protection would have looked like a complete contradiction! It would imply that Ezra and his people didn't truly believe what they had just proclaimed. They would look foolish, and worse, they would dishonor God, making Him seem weak or unreliable. So, Ezra felt 'ashamed' – not just embarrassed, but deeply convicted – to ask the king for help when they had just testified so boldly about God's protection.